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depressed
i really hate the feeling of being alone all the time..i wish i had someone thier for me when i needed them..i miss that soo much it sucks sooo bad..i just came inside from laying in the grass and smokeing a blunt and i thought about it so much..i kinda just want to go back to new hampshire now at least i have friends thier and friends that i know care..this feeling sucks..i just need to find some friends and my anti socialness doesnt help at all...its hard to image that someone could get this lonely but it happens and its so friggin depressing..i hate it so much
September 12 2005, 02:32:15 UTC 6 years ago
but youre coming to see me tomorrow
so the world will seem 8234237987234 times better
for BOTH of us.
and thats crazy talk going back to NH.
i kind of want to also, but you and i both know we'll BOTH regret it...
there is nothing for us there. :/
god dammit life really sucks sometimes....haha
but tomorrow........i cant wait........
gatsby and i will see you than
<3 ash
September 13 2005, 02:08:37 UTC 6 years ago
Well...
You have me as a friend.. that is if you want to be friends.. itll just take me a little while to open up again.. but yeah. you have me.